Happy Birthday to me!
Well today I am officially in my 30's... i had just two goals to reach by today and unfortunately I haven't reached either of them. The first one was to be married and as of now, I am not even engaged so it's kinda hard to be married. Although to quote Robin "It's just a piece of paper" - but it's a piece of paper that means the world to me. I have always struggled with self esteem issues and it's almost like my brain doesn't believe anyone loves me enough. I realize Robin and I have been together for 8 years, but I had hoped one day he would want to make it official. He's been married before and it ended very badly and he hasn't seen his son since then. I completely understand, but I'm NOT her. One day I'm hoping he realizes that. :o( Until then... my heart will try to understand... but it's hard right now.
The other goal was to own this car:
Not asking for much am I? lol This has been my dream car ever since I can remember. I'm revising my goal slightly - I would like to own this car by the time I am 40... then the kids will be all grown up and I won't need a car that can fit 5 people. :o)
Happy Birthday to me...
posted by Tracy @ 1:36 PM
1 Comments:
Ok...you made me sign up to Google just so I could post on your message board. :-p
I'm sorry that I missed your birthday. Especially since it was the big one. I remember how bummed out I was on my 30th birthday. I think I cried all day. But don't despair! It gets better every year! Except when your reach 50 which I will be doing soon. Waaaaa
Anyway, I hope your day was special. And I hope a big hammer hits Robin over the head so he will see what he could lose if he doesn't make the committment. Men were put on this earth to drive us crazy. *g*
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